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Name: Alana
Country: United States
Gender: Female
Interests: God, VOLLEYBALL! summer, beaches, dancing in the rain, sad movies that make you cry, pictures, looking back at old times, talking the whole night away with friends, football games,laughing so hard you cry, inside jokes, disney movies, blonde moments, kings island, roller coasters, sunsets, vacations, friends, hanging out, laying out in the sun, discount stores, thrift stores, movies, shopping, clothes, ice cream, wakng up then realizing you have more time to sleep, deep conversations, conversations filled with inside jokes and when other people overhear they have no idea what you are talking about,aim, music, watching football on t.v., proffesional volleyball, friends, and boys!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  lanatana1415
MSN: lanatana1415@hotmail.com
Member Since:
3/19/2005
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| the biggest mistake you can make
is to drift apart from someone,
who you once had the time of your life with Remember when we talked about
where we`d be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand
like you`d never let it go?
Remember, cause that`s all you can do.
We`ll never make another memory. -Across five aprils 
i really missed you tonight. i miss talking to you,
knowing that you get to me. and everytime i talk
to someone else, it just reminds me of how much
they don't. 
I'm done pretending so here goes ;;
No I'm not okay with the fact that you broke my heart
No I'm not okay with the fact that we don't even talk anymore
&& To top it all off
No, I'm not okay with the fact that..
I fell in love with you in the first place. but we understand each other
and we care about each other
& i believe that years from now
we still will 
i'm waiting, waiting for
everything to change,the day
when you don't matter to me anymore 
playing that song over again
tears falling from her eyes
wishing things would be the same
before all the hurt and lies Everyone runs away from what they don’t understand  And let me treat you, like you treated me, then let’s see if you can still look me in the eyes. we were just two kids with a
whole lot of love for each other,
& a whole bunch of things
standing in our way.  I dont know why, but i think this picture is so cool.
I'm scared because
I don't want anyone else
to have your heart
I don't want anyone else
to kiss your lips
I don't want anyone else
to be in your arms
I don't want anyone else
to be the one you love
I'm scared because
I don't want anyone else
to take my place I have this fear that one day you'll finally get a good look at me and I'm going to disappoint you cause you'll see that I am not as strong or as good as you think I am, and I'm afraid that it will change the way you think about me I just wanna know..will you love me no matter what the circumstances?
+ Dawson`s Creek you have no idea how hard it is
to pretend i'm okay with it a wise girl kisses, but never loves
listens, but doesn't believe. & leaves
before she is left. you were never supposed
to mean this much to me. Dear boy,
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you.
Even though this is the best i can be. I'm
sorry I have problems. I'm not perfect, please
don't hate me. I'm sorry I gave you my love.
I guess you didn't want it. I'm sorry you tore
out my heart and ripped it to peices. I'm sorry
you broke my heart.. The sharp pieces much
have cut you somehow. I'm sorry I cared about
you so much, when you forgot all about me..
I guess you were too busy caring about
someone else. I'm sorry for putting you
through everything, and it came out to
nothing. I'm sorry for crying my eyes out
when you were too busy hating me. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that you had to meet me and suffer
through my un-wanted love. I'm really very sorry. | | |
| Merry Christmas, Everyone! I hope it was fabulous! have you ever felt like you've
become the worst version of yourself this is my wish for you ;
comfort on difficult days,
smiles when sadness intrudes,
rainbows to follow the clouds,
laughter to kiss your lips,
sunsets to warm your heart,
hugs when spirits sag,
beauty for your eyes to see,
friendships to brighten your being,
faith so that you can believe,
confidence for when you doubt,
courage to know yourself,
patience to accept the truth,
and love to complete your life I'm taking a chance.
This could be different.
It could be all i'm waiting for. the best kind of kiss is the un-expected ; unplanned
ones that come naturally. like, in the middle of a sentence Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you`re a good person & a good friend. What`s meant to be will end up good & what isn`t, won`t. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can`t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don`t, you must just move on & realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around & don`t lose something real. Always fight until you can`t anymore, & then be fought for. dear whoever,
i am just this plain, ordinary girl,
nothing special about me,
i'm not perfect, and i never will be.
i have no confidence in myself,
and i don't feel pretty. i never have.
but dear whoever,
i love this one boy a lot.
he's the only boy i've ever loved
as much as i believe i do.
he brings out the best in me,
and i love him.
so why doesn't he love me?
sincerely,
plain ordinary girl when a girl tries to walk out and leave you where you are standing,, what she really wants is for you not to let her leave I still have your necklace you gave me around my neck And nights I don’t regret You’ve got a dream of a degree And a shirt that smells like me. -me i've realized that when i'm with you, the world
goes away; when you look at me with your
pretty green eyes, i could stay with you
forever; when you say my name, i wish i had
a tape recorder to record just how you say
it, so that i never feel alone when i'm without
you; that everytime we're talking, whether
it be in person, on the phone, through cute
text messages, or instant messaging, i constantly
have a smile on my face; i've realized that now
when i say i love you, i actually mean it with
everything i have. i've realized that
i can't be without you. He`s just a boy who doesn`t know what`s in front of him.
& she's just a girl who never learned how to let go. so tell me,
why do i always go back to you?
So here`s the deal. With me, it`s all or nothing. I love completely or I don`t love at all so you have to make a choice. Do you want all of me, or none? I know it seems extreme but here`s the thing ; you`re the one thing in my life that I`m sure about. For me, there`s no choice cause I`ve already decided. Are you here or are you gone? he wants to know why she loves him.
it's because he said he loved her when she didnt love herself.
its because he held up her beauty for her to see.
its because he said he cared.
its because for the first time in her lifeshe didnt have to try so hard to be happy. She's scared because she's finally realizing
just how much he really means to her.  
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| Aaron's home! This long weekend has been amazing so far! I'm in his arms, thats all i need to know. she fell for you
why can't you see it? I'm taking a chance.
This could be different
This could be all i'm waiting for   
  
  
I'm in love with you,
& i'd kill just to hear
you say the same. so forget anything you've ever heard,
& live in the moment.
right here, right now.   
 I miss summer terribly.
  
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|  | Currently Watching
Failure to Launch (Widescreen Edition)
By Matthew McConaughey, Sarah Jessica Parker, Zooey Deschanel, Justin Bartha, Bradley Cooper, Terry Bradshaw, Kathy Bates, Tyrell Jackson Williams, Katheryn Winnick, Rob Corddry, Patton Oswalt, Stephen Tobolowsky, Kate McGregor-Stewart, Adam Alexi-Malle, Gretchen Cleevely, Peter Jacobson, Jessica Stone, Stewart Skelton, Sarah Lilly, E.L. James
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Pennsylvania and NYC was sooo much fun! It was amazing, and I must say, Shaun is the most amazing and best boyfriend ever!  there are some people in life that...
make you laugh a little louder,
smile a little brighter,
& live a little better.
 the best memories are the
ones that you can't explain.
you just had to be there.
 & most of all;
i'm scared of not being good enough.
  
  
  Love [la-huv] (verb)- Giving someone
the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting
them enough not to *
being with y o u is the most amazing feeling in the world.
everytime i see y o u i get the most incredible feeling in my stomach.
i f e e l like the luckiest person in the world
and this right here..
is the exact reason why
i never gave up on you
when everyone else said
to stop trying   
  
  
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| So volleyball's over, football's over, and basketball is about to start here soon. Me and Shaun are going out now, and we are going to Aaron's then New York here in a couple weeks! distance doesn't ruin a relationship.
you dont have to see a person everyday,
to be in love.  everything happens for a reason,
some things fall apart, so other things
can fall together, but in the end,
what's meant to be will always find its way
Hold on to your best friends.
Because I bet in an entire lifetime,
you won't find anybody else like them. i'm not always as confident as i seem. there are many nights and many days when all i want is to be held. i love being held. always. sometimes i don't want to talk about what's bothering me. sometimes i just want to hug someone who will let me cry. When I was little I had this idea that life could be perfect.
That if you were careful enough you'd never make a mistake, never be lonely, never be misunderstood, never be frightened
but it doesn't work that way. Life is big & messy, you just have to climb in it with your boots on & hope for the best. that's what true love really is
its not this fairy tale that never knows pain, but it's two souls facing it together
and diminishing it with unconditional love
-one tree hill  
  
  
   
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